I said 'baby I'm on the edge,' she said 'why you gotta act so strange?' -Childish Gambino

NoThing

My mind is upside down, in your wake, no poetry to heal wounds, for there is no strike to take, in silence; where nothing is said, fearing that my thoughts are misguided. No eye contact when near, no confidence to grasp. Your voice carries in the air, with, sweet sounding, heart-stealing bravado, & I, am here, warped by insecurity, saying… Nada.

None of us have to ‘go’ to anyone, & the idea we do is a mental illness we contracted from breath mint commercials and Sandra Bullock. We can’t keep GOING to each other until we learn to GO to ourselves; stop making our hatred of ourselves someone else’s job & just stop hating ourselves

-Jeff from Community.... I really love this show.

Feeling really depressed and I do not know why. Go away triggered feelings. Just gonna watch Community and try to think about nothing.

Today I woke up not feeling very well & I was losing my voice, which SUCKED but alas, I realized that I sounded like Batman which was well, pretty awesome I think... The problem was that I started to "get my voice back" & I put that in quotations because really I started to sound like a frog... agh; now I sound alright, but my throat hurts... I'm just going to make some lunch, drink some tea, cuddle up with a blanket & watch Community (:

Remembering my love for Childish Gambino.

Embedded in the lines, a spirit remains, hidden & undefined. Oh refined one, you are more.