Contemplation (Poem)

Contemplation 3/14/09

Please excuse the feelings I have,
Never did I ever intentionally mean to make you mad,
I don't mean to interrupt your life,
Put you in an awkward situation, have you living with strife,
I just can't help the way I feel, I'm trying to keep myself from falling,
But I can't seem to keep my balance; insanity is calling,
My thoughts out of mind and my vision out of sight,
I can't tell the truth from a lie, or wrong from the right.
Left with a wounded heart and trembling hands,
I'm trying to find a way to get you to understand.
I know it's hard to get, how were you to know?
I see that this is crazy, but I'm not sure which way i should go;
what can I say to get you to see,
How much you could mean to me?