Maybe, Just Maybe.

I'll say this and mean it: you're everything I've ever wanted...

I can't go a day without you crossing my mind,
I miss your smile when I'm feeling down,
I see farther than my eyes and farther than i can see is where my heart lies.

Maybe i feel too much...

I wear my heart on my sleeve and a sense of doubt hangs in my mind when you get too close then move away.
You say amazing things and i want to believe them but you leave too soon for them to become validated in my mind.

Lovely situations find their way into ugly circumstances but we don't know if we should accept the idea that something good can come our way and not be some sort of trick.

Maybe I'm too much of what you've always wanted...

Sometimes it takes getting what you've always wanted to realize that you no longer want it...

Hesitant hands I'd like to hold and keep warm when they're cold but you move too quickly from my touch and that says a lot.

You say maybe it's fate but maybe I'm just delusional...


I feel unsure when i say your name, because maybe, just maybe i only dreamed that you were real.

I'm in constant need of reassurance, it's hard for me to trust that life won't take away all i know and play me for a fool, leaving me seemingly insane,

but maybe, just maybe i am insane....

I feel a need to take care of everything on my own but wish for and need some help.
You give me faith; i see that maybe, just maybe I'll find love.
When you take the time to acknowledge me it leaves me standing in awe....


You're amazing; i can say that and mean it...


Maybe, just maybe the shapes of your thoughts depend on the words i say,
maybe you don't even really like me, maybe i just fascinate you, leaving you to believe in more than what is truly there.
I don't mean to, if that's the case, but i know deep in my heart what I'm feeling, even though I'll keep it there, in the bottom of my heart for now, not knowing if i should give it room to breathe...

It grows on its own, the way i feel for you,
and maybe, just maybe it's just overcompensation.